Laureanna, if it was not for you, I never would have had correspondence with Mike. For that I am very grateful. Although I had never posted with him, he knew exactly who I was.
Me myself and I wish there was a service for him. I only spoke with him a short time but I really looked forward to his emails. I did not realize until I came here that he was bi polar. He was always very very kind to me, but I noticed around the time he stopped emailing me that people said they were uh, getting uh...unsavoury emails from him. I always supected that he did not want to do that to me, since I was so young and naive,
and really only started to email him because Laureanna asked me to (since I thought he wouldn't know me). I am so glad I listened to her. Also, being depressed and bi-polar can really cause you to do things you wish you hadn't. I am saddened that he was under-medicated. I too could see he was still hurt from being banned, but he seemed to feel a little consoled that he could still read TORC.
At the M77t Ang and I even discussed the momento thread.
Also, I am a little saddened that people still do not understand mental illness. Cutting yourself off from friends is exactly what you do when your depressed. Although that is the time when you need your friends the most.
Also, the whole irrational thinking deal. I guess people who have been thorough depression just don't understand.
Laureanna, thank you so much for doing everything you have done. Really. If it wasn't for you, I never would have corresponded with him. I had never thought of anything you were doing as trying to stir things up. I refuse to believe anyone from B77 would write such a horrible message to you, after all you have done. No one on B77 is that cowardly. We are upfront and talk things out. Even if it may hurt.