I can't vote...I can't possibly vote yes because I hate to give in to manipulation, intentional or not, I hate to give up on this because it isn't wrong, and because it means that the process has utterly failed if a committee can't even
get to the proposal stage because of pressure from the membership. (I wonder how long it'll take someone to come in and tell me that means the exact opposite...)
On the other hand, I can't vote no because it seems that this is really hurting the board. I know it is, even if it's just a symptom of a bigger problem. And I love this board, I have since I joined and figured out it was really different.
But...fuck people, if I can't even do this one little thing to help build it, how the fuck can I stop all the things falling apart around me that I see? This sucks and I've had enough of it.